Thursday, July 31

Dia tiada..aku ada

kerana aku ada
mempunyai.menyimpan.menjaga.
biar dia semakin menjauh
ketiadaan menjadi sunyi
aku sentiasa membuang segala rasa curiga
kerana aku tahu
lantaran titik hitam itu akan memusnahkan
sisa kesetiaan yang aku semai selama ini
aku mengingatinya
adakah dia ada?
aku hanya perlu masa untuk penantian ini
biar aku mengerti
bahawa menunggu itu satu peyeksaan
apatah lagi tiada jawapan.tiada balasan.tiada dia
mengapa aku tetap begini
begitu soalan yang menjadi titik nohtah
sering kali tertinggal dalam realiti
aku hidup dalam imaganasinya
memang dia tiada
aku kuatkan semangat meminpin bayangnya
mendekatiku.merapati.
lantas merangkulku erat..
argh!!!!!
aku membayangkannya lagi
aku tahu dia tiada..
ramai yang berpesan
aku menghela nafas penghargaan
namun rasa hatiku
mereka tidak mengerti
aku akan sentiasa ada
lantas segala gundah yang meserap
aku relakan terbang di bawa bayu petang
dan malam aku tetap ada
untuk menanti dia
dia...
hatiku dibawanya
kesungguhan
keperitan
kesunyian
itu adalah aku!!

Saat tersedar

mimpi yang sungguh aneh!!
aku menggeleng sedikit saat terjaga..
adoi..camne leh mimpi sal beliau??
kedengaran mak masih lagi menyapu kat luar..anak sume da besa2..
abis laman penuh dgan pkok bunga..pegi mne2 pown mak mesti nak beli or bwak blik pkok yg masih tiada di rumah..
berjalan ke dapur..hm..melantak je kejenye..
huhuhu..
dari semalam mak da bising..
sok packing bag..kemas2 sume..
"jap..jap.." 2 je la jwapan yg aku selalu bagi
like usually..memang aku ske wat kje last minutes..
kang ade je barang yg tinggal la..lupe la..
mne abah yg xske membebel pown..turut serta menyertai persatuan bebel mak
time 2 baru aku tarik muke masam..
2la..mak da cakap awal2 xnak dga. ::D

Wednesday, July 30

disturbing!!

Argh!!!!!!!!!
nepe la umah aku dekat ngan padang??dekat ngan hall??
adoi..dri pagi ade function ape tah..
clear gler dga kat umah..
eeee...
mengapa ini harus terjadi padaku yang ingin ketenangan!!
ahaks!!..(just for my sleeping time)

p/s:kepada mereka yang sedang memekak bagai memanggil hujan kat luar 2..
merdukanlah suara anda sebelum banjir besar kat TEKAM nh!!

Tuesday, July 29

before n after

before marriage:-

he : yes! i've been waiting for this moment!
she: do you want to leave me?
he : no! don't even think about it!
she: do you love me?
he : of course! over and over!
she: have you ever cheated on me?
he : No! why you even asking that??
she: will you kiss me?
he : every chance i get
she: will you hit me?
he : are you crazy? i'm not that kind of person
she: can i trust you?
he : yes..
she:darling!
after marriage:-
she: Darling!
he : yes..
She: can i trust you?
he : are you crazy? i'm not that kind of person
she: will you hit me?
he : every chance i get
she: will you kiss me?
he : No! why are you even asking that?
she: heve you even cheated on me?
he : of couse! over and over!
she: do you love me?
he : no! don't even think about it!
she: do you want ot leave me?
he : yes! i've been waiting fot this moment!

Sunday, July 27

if u read this

sometime when i just silence.
without msg,without call,without news
it doesn't meant i was forgotten u..
i just need my time to be alone
wondering bout relationship
well..we just friends.and i don't want to damaged it
if it happend..may be it's my fault
actly i don't know..i confuse
sory.sory n sory
i want we close like we close once time before
happy by sharing problems,talk bout anthings,joking..laugh..
hm..the most important thing..u always persuaded me when i'm sad..crying
u try to make me smile again..
i very2 gratefull have a friend like u
perhaps we'll be a great buddies
u n i..we're friends..
forever n ever..

Saturday, July 26

mereka yang buta

mereka bilang semua ini
kusut.kolot.kalut.
hanya buang masa
mereka yang mengata
sebenarnya tidak tahu apa itu seni
dalamnya itu bahasa
memang tak dapat diungkapkan
tapi boleh diluahkan
mereka yang memahami
pasti dapat mentafsirkan
bermaknanya erti jendela mata hati itu
suara gemersik alam
yang saling bersautan
deras pukulan ombak
mengelilingi bayu
hiasan langit di hujung awan berwarna 7
lembayung senja melabuhkan tirai
menggantikan cahaya purnama
adakah mereka dapat berbisik
lantaran jiwa mereka yang kaku...

Friday, July 25

kau yang aku panggil SAHABAT??

mungkin hanya kenangan
itu dulu!!

now were so far away
u n u'r life
me with MOB
OMG!OMG!OMG!
i hate u..but sometime i wondering bout u
what ur doing
how do u do
it's all about u
damn!!

kalau dulu,kita selalu bersama
berkongsi bantal sambil bercerita
tentang kisah suka duka kita
kau dan aku
masing2 punya cerita
tatkala kebosanan
kita menyanyi bersama
tapi kau EGO!!
aku selalu mengalah kerana kau
kau marah bila aku bebas
aku punya hak
bukan selamanya kita mesti bersama
haruis berdua dengan kau
semua tahu tentang keakraban kita
tentang kisah kita
dulunya rapat
tapi kini bagai tiada pernah kenal
semua hanya tinggal sejarah
kesilapan yang menjadi duri
dalam persahabatan kita
berkali aku ungkapkan maaf
tapi kau menepis
saat aku berlalu pergi
kau hanya memandang sepi
itukan engkau yang aku panggil sahabat??

Thursday, July 24

Pacify of me??

i know i'm not alone
but i felt that i'm so lonely
even i've caring family, happening friends, kind of neighbour
sometimes it doesn't work to me
when they make a joke, i'm laugh
when they ask, i'm answer
okay..FIND!!
i have everything that i want
i should gratefull for that
and that's was i always be
but no body sit infront of me
look deep into my eyes
and says slowly.."u're not fine"
eventhough i can hide my depression
but my eyes can't lied
it always melancholy
i'm not take for a sympathy
i need some attention
that's all!!
Girls Myspace Comments

Saturday, July 19

today

actually i've a lot in my mind to wrote it down
but when my finger touch the keyboard
i'm blur.nothing to story about
just feeling alone.empthy.sorrow
what to do?
i'm asking myself.again.again and again
but i'm still blur.no idea for that
owh..i missing someone.
that's all i can says

Thursday, July 17

insomnia,ADD,Depressed

Insomnia is a symptom of a sleeping disorder characterized by persistent difficulty falling asleep or staying asleep despite the opportunity. It is typically followed by functional impairment while awake. Insomniacs have been known to complain about being unable to close their eyes or "rest their mind" for more than a few minutes at a time. Both organic and non-organic insomnia constitute a sleep disorde


Attention-Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD) is a neurobehavioral developmental disord. It typically presents itself during childhood, and is characterized by a persistent pattern of inattention and/or hyperactivity, as well as forgetfulness, poor impulse control or impulsivity, and distractibility. ADHD is currently considered to be a persistent and chronic condition for which no medical cure is available, although medication can be prescribed.



Depressed mood is usually referred to (and perceived) as negative, it can sometimes be subtly beneficial in helping a person adapt to circumstance. For example, physical illness, such as influenza, can lead to feelings of psychological malaise and depression that seem, at first, only to compound an already unpleasant situation. However, the experience of depression, or feeling "down," often results in physical inertia, which leads to the compulsion to rest. The fleeting helplessness and immobility of the physically ill may also serve to elicit care from others.

i think i may be depressed
everyone is always asking me “are you okay”
my best friend says
I’m always sad.
i have great friends yet
i cant seem to enjoy myself around them.
i want to stay at home and sleep all day.
i used to love meeting people, now I’m anti social
sometime i'am so paranoid
i cry in every single day
I feel like I’m taking painkillers.
a laugh will make the pain go away
then im back to depression
I have no real reason to be depressed
so why am i?
my mother would be heartbroken if i told her
any advice?
somebody please bring back my life
my happinest
hey u!!
even i'm smile
but who knew inside of me???
i'm feel like such a fool
dying

Wednesday, July 16

Mood = DOWN

aku rasa ingin lari
sejauh mungkin menghilangkan rasa itu
sehabis kudrat ku usahakan
namun secebis kenanagn semalm menyapa kembali
membuatkan aku tewas dalam kesamaran
terkapai-kapai mencari kepastian
tak terdaya membuang
walau rasa itu kian menyeksakan
makin dipendam terasa bagai dicarik erti kesabaran
entah mengusir jejak
bayangannya juga sentiasa mengekori
hendak diluah tiada siapa yang peduli
aku insan lemah.serba kurang.naif untuk dimengerti
apa yang aku alami kini segala
mematikan semangatku.melontar jauh anganku.merimaskan benakku
aku keliru dengan apa yang terjadi
usah salahkan nasib.memang tertulis buat aku


rasa itu akan tetap ada
selagi nama itu masih terukir
biar berkurun lama
tetap begini!!!

kejadian hari ini


pepagi ag aku da dikejutkan dr sms KWNKU..
huh!!trus mlompat aku..
adoi..luckly adk ak xde jap..
skali tgk meraung aku!!!!!!!!!!!
SHIT!
DISAPPOINTED!!
DIPRESSED!!!
WORST!!!
UNLUCKY!!
sume ade.
serabut.kusut.kacau
gle2 la geram
but mencarut x baik tuk kesihatan
(ahaks!!)
WTF*$K!!!!!!!
DUMB B*^${#!!!!!
BUll Sh!t.......

kamu.kamu.kamu

Broken Heart Myspace Comments

u know what
i'm tired by doing sick of this!!
sad.misery.pain
i want end of this
hopefully not with u

Monday, July 14

stop planning

sometimes we need to stop
analyzing the past
stop planning the future
stop trying to figure
out precisely how we feel
stop deciding with our mind
what we want our heart to feel
sometime we just have to go
with
whatever happens it's will happens...
yeah!!
and it's happens to me
why huh??
everything that i'm aim
losing in my grape
what i wanna be
failed before it's done
i'm tired
just want to give up
but i don't be a loser..
never say die before you try!!

tired of being sorry!!

I don't know why
You wanna follow me tonight
When in the rest of the world
With you whom I've crossed
and I've quarrelled
Let's meet down so
For a thousand reasons that I know
To share forever the unrest
With all the demons I possess
Beneath the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't want to fight
I'm tired of being sorry

Eighth and ocean drive
With all the vampires
and their brides
We're all bloodless and blind
And longing for a life
Beyond the silver moon

Maybe you were right
But baby I was lonely
I don't wanna fight
I'm tired of being sorry
I'm standing in the street, yeah
Crying out for you
No one sees me
But the silver moon

So far away - so outer space
I've trashed myself -
I've lost my way
I've got to get to you
got to get to you

misery again

hujung jari menyeka titisan yang
keluar dari tubir mata sayu
tidak tegar ia melihat
mutiara jernih ini jatuh lagi
laju..deras..lama..
apakah erti tangisan ini..
air jernih hanya mebisu
tiada katatiada ungkapan
hanya lesu tanpa jawapan
hembusan bayu tak kan dapat
menguraikan apa yang berlaku
bagaikan butiran hujan
sentiasa mengalir membasahi pip
laluannya hangat seperit hati
malah hujung jari sudahl
elah menghentikan tangisan ini sendiri
apakah tiada tangan lain
yang bisa menyudahkan kesedihan ini???
dalam kesamaran malam
mata perlahan-lahan ditutup
tapi air mata yang tak disekat
oleh hujung matamengalir lagi....

aku+dia = MUSIC


kau.aku.kami


mencari keserasian menjadi rapat


dia sukakan irama


aku gemarkan lirik


"argh..!!kami sekadar KAWAN"




gila-gila dalam bicara


U love this song??


OMG..i love it too


so much!!


really??


ohw...DAMN!!




kian berkumandang di radio


hiburan tatkala kesuraman


aku ingin menafikan


dia menjarakkan diri






finally..it's over






thanks for being my friend


make me laugh


bring my happiness


even it's temporary


but i satisfy to know you






p/s: sometime i'm gonna missed you..cos u're my friend












life is messy sometimes..


I know it's not perfect

but it's life




  • my heart is my love
  • my love is my family
  • my family is my future
  • my future is my destiny
  • my destiny is my ambition
  • my ambition is my aspiration
  • my aspiration is my motivation
  • my motivation is my belief
  • my belief is my peace
  • my peace is my target
  • my target is heaven!!

my life.my fate.my privacy

Quotes Myspace Comments


i love people
who's :
be loyal by my side
appreciate me on time
support what i'm doing
advise where i wrong
happy spend time together
share problem
trust inside of me
make my day
smile.smile.smile

bingkisan tulus dr hati

semua yang datang
bermakna..penting..ikhlas..
tiada niat menyinggung
bukan untuk mengata
tak bermkasud menyakiti
rela hati melakukan
segala yang terbuku
diluah dengan sendiri
aku adalah aku
menjadi diri sendiri yang sebenar
ingin berpijak di atas kaki sendiri
berdiri di bumi yang nyata

all bout me..

I belong to me of myself!!
jadi diri sendiri yang sebenar
FULL NAME:SITI NORKHATIMAH BT ZULKIFLI
D.O.B: 21 december 1988
Zodiac: sagittarius
Height:5ft4inch
Weight:54kg
Shoe Size:7/8
Nationality: Malaysian
Occupation: Student
Favourite Colours: White,Pink,Black
what u should know bout me??
*I comfortable with short name'ati'
*I love to do the things that i love to do.
*I addicted with PINK
*i can't seperate with my phone
*I so extreme with vanilla
*I don't talk too much but when i start grumbling..sorry!!
*I'm some kind of easy going person..


1 MOST THINGS... I AM SINGLE BUT NOT AVAILABLE

G.D.O *E.P#3#

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